Month: October 2021

Sorry, Aina

Part of me feels like I need to just give up people; I already have given up on other people making sound decisions and being any amount of reasonable. I actually have very low expectations of others, and I do think I’m increasingly grateful for when someone meets or exceeds them… For example, I’m very pleased when my takeout food order comes with utensils; that doesn’t always happen.

I wouldn’t feel the need to shake and scream at others if they were retarded in a bubble, but when it comes to the covid shit, OTHER PEOPLE go out of their way to force bullshit onto me and into my life. They literally have lowered the quality of my life. They want me to wear a mask to walk through a grocery store and use self-checkout, they demand I show proof of vaccination in order to remain employed… Shit’s fucked up, and I could deal with that, even if I don’t want others to have to suffer through it, just like how I can still sleep knowing people in other parts of the world are being blasted to shit, but fucked up shit is being not just introduced into my life, but forced upon me by idiots who are incapable of listening to reason, of having independent thoughts, of respecting other people individual choices…

My job insisted on everyone being “vaccinated” against covid because the retarded as clients demanded it… I think it’s none of the clients damn business what my vaccination status is, and I don’t know why my job has to be so unreasonable in its approach to the vaccine, but I do know that they also insist on everyone wearing a mask at work, so clearly the shit didn’t work out as planned.

Anyway, because of increasing restrictions on freedom, against bodily autonomy and because of stupid mandates, I can’t help but try to wake up the people around me who have bought into the bullshit. I feel like I have to do something, even though it causes me even more mental anguish knowing my efforts will be for naught… Knowing there are others like me in the world make me feel a little better, though… I’m holding out for a moment when I can say “I TOLD YOU SO,” because I feel like that’s the best I can hope for; I don’t know how to reason people out of forcing bad practices on to others; I can’t counter the media’s programming. I am also not willing to die or go to prison fighting for my position, so I’m just here… Just listening to Aina Hirose’s Travel in my Mind, trying to blog my negative feelings, my sour mood away. I’ll do some pushups… So I don’t look like Aina Hirose… Who happens to be a very enjoyable singer to listen to, but not necessarily look at… Because of the chub… But after image searching her on twitter, she looks completely normal compared to the people I see in real life… Making fun of fat people just put the smile back on my face dammit. I feel good again!

P.S. Letting go of expectations has, in the past, helped elevate my mood. Like a weight lifted, if you can afford to do so, sometimes lowering your expectations will make things easier/more pleasant.

Cowards Piss me off

Someone close to me had a major health/wellness decline following their covid jab, and this person REFUSES–is totally afraid–to offer even the simplest of warnings to anyone else about what happened. “It just never comes up,” she says about telling people she regularly talks to and meets up with.

It pissed me off, because if more people knew about the negative side effects–or possible negative side effects–of the so-called vaccine, more people could make the decision to save themselves some hardship. People avoid dying as a result of getting one of these injections. If people were better informed, heard more than one side of argument, and didn’t make rash, emotionally charged decisions, we could all avoid draconian mandates and policies regarding our own health and bodies. But at least one person I know, who had so bad and weird shit happen to them following the jab REFUSES to mention is ever!

It really pisses me off, because it doesn’t have to be this major thing; just say your health got messed up following the jab, and it is worth reconsidering getting a jab or any booster shots if you had planned to do so. Please do your own research.

The shit messes with your immune system, and there is no long-term study of what these mRNA “vaccines” do to humans. You people who got the not-vaccine could end up being like HIV carriers, with a good for nothing immune system, which is crazy considering the ratio of how many people supposedly had the covaids and got over it before the fake vaccine was even rolled out.

I just got told over the phone not to “stress this person out,” never mind the fact that if the victim had listened to me, they very likely would not be suffering the way they are now; that if speaking out can save friends and family, and that real life risks and cases are worth keeping in mind when deciding whether or not to take a highly politicized and suspiciously incentivized experimental shot, that you SHOULD inform others of what happened. I thought every life mattered to these people, excuse me for caring!

Whether the advertiser supported mainstream media reports it or not (because that is the only kind of source sheeple seem to trust), real people have had adverse effects to the increasingly mandated “vaxxes” up to and including death. By all indication, the adverse effects seem to be under reported (similarly to how the adverse effects of covid have been over reported/exaggerated). Everyone should be speaking up when anything negative happens surrounding this covid jab issue, since society at large wants to force everyone into taking these shots and their boosters in perpetuity.

All of the ridiculous lockdown policies and jab mandates could have been avoided if the average person were informed (rather than brainwashed and fear mongered to); if we collectively said no to the insanity. But people out here are too scared to even warn their own family about what happened to them and what could happen to others (for insane, irrational reasons). Cowards piss me off…

When you look at highly “vaccinated” countries like Israel and see how many hospitalizations they have reportedly had, when you are living in a reality where you are forced to put a mask back on after being relieved of it because of “the delta variant” (even though things seem the same as they were, and there would always be a corona virus variant) you have to at least question the effects of the jab. At best, they only don’t work, but you should at least know that you cannot trust the people who would bribe you with free donuts when it comes to matters of your health and well being. Sadly,this is too much for the average person…

Sigh… A mofo will go out of her way–inconvenience herself–to get a jab that she wasn’t even forced to take, but can’t perform the simple action of talking to people she is already close to, and somehow I’m the asshole for thinking it a moral failing (to maybe save someone else from not being capable of opening a damn water bottle anymore)… A mofo will not speak up about her (obviously a her) adverse side effects (or is it just THE effect, I can’t prove those jabs work), but plenty of assholes will happily put others on blast for not complying with the insanity; these people make life more hellish every day.

K-Pop is Globally minded

I’ve started listening to Mamamoo, a Korean girl (woman) group. I think they’re great, I’ll listen to pop music if they’re the ones making it. And the thing is, is that I can! Korean pop music, as far as I can tell is more marketed, and more available to the West than Japanese music is. I can buy K-Pop music from FYE. I had to import the last couple of Japanese albums I got last month–couldn’t even use iTunes. And don’t get me started on Thai music! If I can’t pay for it digitally, I will never have it… Unless I’m lucky enough to find it on one of those… other sites…

Two things: Piracy is often a better deal; If Americans made the internet, we should be able to easily purchase digital music files via the internet. Get your act together Japan. And thank you Korea Mamamoo.

Reddit is Pozzed

Reddit is unusable on mobile if you don’t login and I don’t login (although I apparently set up an account in the past). I should view that as a blessing in disguise, but the thing is, the experiences are not equal between the various subreddits. Among the few I would be likely to regularly visit, I can only visit the most faggoty and annoying of them without being completely blocked from browsing by a popup message encouraging me to login–which I will never do. Seriously, the pages I don’t have to login to browse are the ones filled with lame, basic sheep, NPC types, and I’m not joking. Recently, pages I’ve been able to view are now blocked essentially, like the Dick Show subreddit. I can look at the soy-filled Squared Circle, but not the UQ Holder! subreddit, which is for discussion about a manga. It is annoying because the reddit people went out of their way to make their site less functional. I should not be on that platform to begin with, but it really is weird that some pages can be viewed and others can’t.

The worst part is watching people in the real world become more like reddit control freaks who want to control your behavior and have the ability to ban you from life. Typical sheep reddit users are who I imagine would support vaccine passports.

True Hell

Maybe I’ve had it all wrong. Maybe life post 2020 isn’t Hell. I’m only realizing this as I’m typing it out at 2:30 AM, but perhaps there is something that makes the whole sheep who believe everything the media tells them having influence over our lives in a post-truth world thing seem trivial; insignificant. No, what truly is Hell is living with someone who decides to have hour plus long conversations with strangers at midnight. Who has to wander all over the house making noises while I’m trying to sleep before having to wake up early to immediately rush into the work day…

Well I’m up REAL early now, and I REALLY am living in Hell.

I understand that there are worse issues in the world, but the world needs to understand that people–that me–not being afforded time to sleep is a problem! After working a long hard week, and enduring an uncomfortably warm early October day, the only reward I’m looking forward to is rest and recovery… I wont be well rested, I’ll hardly be recovered, and I’m sure I’ll lose out on a big chunk of tomorrow as I will undoubtedly crash not long after being released from the daytime prison sentence I call my job.

I’m sick of noisy people.

Diversity is our Strength

Diversity is our strength…

If you’re not an idiot, your probably thinking, “no it isn’t,” or “greater strength is forged in unity, and diversity breeds conflict,” or “fuck outta here with your bullshit brain-dead kiked-out slogans!”

If you are smarter than “not an idiot,” you have already realized that the opening statement of this post is shorthand for “Diversity of Covid jab status is our strength.” The reason for this is simple: when all the idiots who chose to get shot up with their miracle cures for a perpetually mutating corona virus die off, it will be up to the “unvaxxed”, the purebloods, to continue the existence of the human race. When the sheep begin to die off due to complications from their self-induced immune system disorders, complications born of compliance, it will fall onto those who think differently–those who THINK– to live on, to pass down lessons learned from these shitty times to ensure future global psy-ops fail before gaining traction.

Believers of fraudulent Covid authority figures think that massive portions of the population have and will die due to being unvaccinated. They’re idiots and should be ignored and ridiculed, but a part of me does wish mass deaths would occur, just so we could all see who was right, and who was an asshole. The fact that all of the annoying people are still here is proof positive that the whole corona virus narrative was truth-divorced fear mongering. And yet… the idiots still believe. It is a religion, and I’m living in Hell. I can’t ignore that. They wont let me…