Tired of the shit

I’ve gotten used to buying a whole lotta stuff I don’t need, just because I want it, and want access to it. For example, I’ve purchased all 80 currently released volumes of the Case Closed manga. I’ve spent a lot of money on music, anime, comics since last year…

That seems to be coming to a quick end. I likely will not have my current day job after January, and if that is the case, why should I bother working through the holiday season?

Some people are going out of their ways to make my life worse, and others are simply too stupid to not detract from my life experience. It is grating, it is frustrating, and there’s not much I can control.

Nothing lasts forever, I get it, but jeez, does everything have to be so unnecessarily dumb? So predictably terrible? I would like for things to get better for a change, and I’m not talking about the special effects in Hollywood movies…

I bought two copies of Twice’s new album, Formula of Love: O+T=<3 over the past few days. I love it. But I can’t do that anymore. I can’t even splurge on bullshit to distract me from how bullshit everything is these days, because shitty people are going to decide I’m ineligible to work. I wish I had more skills. They’d help with this upcoming job search I’m going to be doing.

In any case, I will not be getting any vaccines.