I made butter steak bites. yurm.

I have a confession… In my own way… I was a bitch. I never wanted to touch raw meat. Today, I held raw beef between my finger tips… and it wasn’t as disgusting as I imagined it’d be. The meat was kinda dry. Not so slimy, not so wet. I had to cut it to make garlic butter steak bites, which I was disappointed to learn I didn’t invent when I got the idea after grilling a steak in butter last week. How were the steak bites? Slightly over cooked, could’ve used more butter… But it was okay.

Some dude started raising his voice to get my attention at the grocery store, you see, the area I’m in has a mask mandate and since I’m not gay, I was not wearing a mask. He acted like he was trying to help me, but I’m always ready to walk. I acted like I was putting my beef away (I was going to walk out but quickly changed my mind), then I walked away from the guy who “had to enforce” the mandate and made my way to the produce section, without wearing a mask. For a very brief moment when checking out, I pulled my neck gaiter over my face, and then it came back down. When I noticed there was a screen between myself and the checkout woman, I decided not to even pretend I cared about the mandate. The moral of the story is that I hate people, because they will fuck you over when some asshole gives the word, and assholes run the world. And they won’t relent.

Katsucon is gay

Katsucon was the first ever convention I went to. I’ve been to some anime conventions over the years, but most of the time I’ve opted not to, either because I’d be broke, or busy, or just disinterested as I’ve done it before and get the idea. And I hate crowds… And lines… And waiting…

This year however, I thought about going, and by that I mean the thought came to my head. There’s a convention in January I always forget about called FAGfest, that’s been held at the GAYlord hotel. MAGfest is too close to the holidays for me to remember, and I’ve never been, so I have no attachment to it at all, but this year I saw that it was happening while it was happening, instead of all after the fact, like usual. And that is why I thought of going to Katsucon this year, as it is held in February.

I typed “Katsucon” into my search bar, found it’s twitter page and saw a tweet that had been posted that very same day, pictured below:

Katsucon’s organizers decided everyone needs to be “vaccinated” with a COVID-19 “vaccine” in order to attend. Covid-19 has been a thing for 2 years now, and it has been almost 2 full years since all the retarded reactions to Covid-19 started happening. Nothing has gotten better since then…

As expected from users of any mainstream website, there were a bunch of faggots in the thread talking about how scared they were, going on about how the vaccine mandate was a good thing and how people who weren’t “vaccinated” by now are pieces of shit, and there were people who truly don’t like fun and just wanted the convention to be cancelled altogether.

So what’s my position? My position is I’m no longer interested in attending. I am not and will not “vaccinated” against Covid-19, I don’t care enough about this nerd shit to lie about being vaccinated, I WILL NOT pay money to be harassed about wearing a mask, and I don’t want to be around people who think mask and vaccine mandates are cool; they are huge issues and they’re having a negative effect on my quality of life.

I would’ve said I wanted Katsucon to fail, die and never return, but I didn’t because I was interested in seeing how things would turn out going forward – if the event could survive. Now however things have changed:

Inside their logo is the Faggot X Tranny fusion flag… They are ALL in on the gay shit. All in on the delusions, the lies of the tranny narrative. They openly and brazenly support the LGBT+ culture, a culture I’m sick of hearing about and having shoved in my face. I never used to hate this rainbow fag flag shit when I was younger, but now legit think it’s a negative culture, lifestyle, mindset, everything…

If I had paid attention to the logo from the beginning, I never would have considered attending. Now I really do wish Katsucon fails, dies and never comes back. But I do get it: there are a lot of gay ass anime fans.

Sorry, Aina

Part of me feels like I need to just give up people; I already have given up on other people making sound decisions and being any amount of reasonable. I actually have very low expectations of others, and I do think I’m increasingly grateful for when someone meets or exceeds them… For example, I’m very pleased when my takeout food order comes with utensils; that doesn’t always happen.

I wouldn’t feel the need to shake and scream at others if they were retarded in a bubble, but when it comes to the covid shit, OTHER PEOPLE go out of their way to force bullshit onto me and into my life. They literally have lowered the quality of my life. They want me to wear a mask to walk through a grocery store and use self-checkout, they demand I show proof of vaccination in order to remain employed… Shit’s fucked up, and I could deal with that, even if I don’t want others to have to suffer through it, just like how I can still sleep knowing people in other parts of the world are being blasted to shit, but fucked up shit is being not just introduced into my life, but forced upon me by idiots who are incapable of listening to reason, of having independent thoughts, of respecting other people individual choices…

My job insisted on everyone being “vaccinated” against covid because the retarded as clients demanded it… I think it’s none of the clients damn business what my vaccination status is, and I don’t know why my job has to be so unreasonable in its approach to the vaccine, but I do know that they also insist on everyone wearing a mask at work, so clearly the shit didn’t work out as planned.

Anyway, because of increasing restrictions on freedom, against bodily autonomy and because of stupid mandates, I can’t help but try to wake up the people around me who have bought into the bullshit. I feel like I have to do something, even though it causes me even more mental anguish knowing my efforts will be for naught… Knowing there are others like me in the world make me feel a little better, though… I’m holding out for a moment when I can say “I TOLD YOU SO,” because I feel like that’s the best I can hope for; I don’t know how to reason people out of forcing bad practices on to others; I can’t counter the media’s programming. I am also not willing to die or go to prison fighting for my position, so I’m just here… Just listening to Aina Hirose’s Travel in my Mind, trying to blog my negative feelings, my sour mood away. I’ll do some pushups… So I don’t look like Aina Hirose… Who happens to be a very enjoyable singer to listen to, but not necessarily look at… Because of the chub… But after image searching her on twitter, she looks completely normal compared to the people I see in real life… Making fun of fat people just put the smile back on my face dammit. I feel good again!

P.S. Letting go of expectations has, in the past, helped elevate my mood. Like a weight lifted, if you can afford to do so, sometimes lowering your expectations will make things easier/more pleasant.

Cowards Piss me off

Someone close to me had a major health/wellness decline following their covid jab, and this person REFUSES–is totally afraid–to offer even the simplest of warnings to anyone else about what happened. “It just never comes up,” she says about telling people she regularly talks to and meets up with.

It pissed me off, because if more people knew about the negative side effects–or possible negative side effects–of the so-called vaccine, more people could make the decision to save themselves some hardship. People avoid dying as a result of getting one of these injections. If people were better informed, heard more than one side of argument, and didn’t make rash, emotionally charged decisions, we could all avoid draconian mandates and policies regarding our own health and bodies. But at least one person I know, who had so bad and weird shit happen to them following the jab REFUSES to mention is ever!

It really pisses me off, because it doesn’t have to be this major thing; just say your health got messed up following the jab, and it is worth reconsidering getting a jab or any booster shots if you had planned to do so. Please do your own research.

The shit messes with your immune system, and there is no long-term study of what these mRNA “vaccines” do to humans. You people who got the not-vaccine could end up being like HIV carriers, with a good for nothing immune system, which is crazy considering the ratio of how many people supposedly had the covaids and got over it before the fake vaccine was even rolled out.

I just got told over the phone not to “stress this person out,” never mind the fact that if the victim had listened to me, they very likely would not be suffering the way they are now; that if speaking out can save friends and family, and that real life risks and cases are worth keeping in mind when deciding whether or not to take a highly politicized and suspiciously incentivized experimental shot, that you SHOULD inform others of what happened. I thought every life mattered to these people, excuse me for caring!

Whether the advertiser supported mainstream media reports it or not (because that is the only kind of source sheeple seem to trust), real people have had adverse effects to the increasingly mandated “vaxxes” up to and including death. By all indication, the adverse effects seem to be under reported (similarly to how the adverse effects of covid have been over reported/exaggerated). Everyone should be speaking up when anything negative happens surrounding this covid jab issue, since society at large wants to force everyone into taking these shots and their boosters in perpetuity.

All of the ridiculous lockdown policies and jab mandates could have been avoided if the average person were informed (rather than brainwashed and fear mongered to); if we collectively said no to the insanity. But people out here are too scared to even warn their own family about what happened to them and what could happen to others (for insane, irrational reasons). Cowards piss me off…

When you look at highly “vaccinated” countries like Israel and see how many hospitalizations they have reportedly had, when you are living in a reality where you are forced to put a mask back on after being relieved of it because of “the delta variant” (even though things seem the same as they were, and there would always be a corona virus variant) you have to at least question the effects of the jab. At best, they only don’t work, but you should at least know that you cannot trust the people who would bribe you with free donuts when it comes to matters of your health and well being. Sadly,this is too much for the average person…

Sigh… A mofo will go out of her way–inconvenience herself–to get a jab that she wasn’t even forced to take, but can’t perform the simple action of talking to people she is already close to, and somehow I’m the asshole for thinking it a moral failing (to maybe save someone else from not being capable of opening a damn water bottle anymore)… A mofo will not speak up about her (obviously a her) adverse side effects (or is it just THE effect, I can’t prove those jabs work), but plenty of assholes will happily put others on blast for not complying with the insanity; these people make life more hellish every day.

Diversity is our Strength

Diversity is our strength…

If you’re not an idiot, your probably thinking, “no it isn’t,” or “greater strength is forged in unity, and diversity breeds conflict,” or “fuck outta here with your bullshit brain-dead kiked-out slogans!”

If you are smarter than “not an idiot,” you have already realized that the opening statement of this post is shorthand for “Diversity of Covid jab status is our strength.” The reason for this is simple: when all the idiots who chose to get shot up with their miracle cures for a perpetually mutating corona virus die off, it will be up to the “unvaxxed”, the purebloods, to continue the existence of the human race. When the sheep begin to die off due to complications from their self-induced immune system disorders, complications born of compliance, it will fall onto those who think differently–those who THINK– to live on, to pass down lessons learned from these shitty times to ensure future global psy-ops fail before gaining traction.

Believers of fraudulent Covid authority figures think that massive portions of the population have and will die due to being unvaccinated. They’re idiots and should be ignored and ridiculed, but a part of me does wish mass deaths would occur, just so we could all see who was right, and who was an asshole. The fact that all of the annoying people are still here is proof positive that the whole corona virus narrative was truth-divorced fear mongering. And yet… the idiots still believe. It is a religion, and I’m living in Hell. I can’t ignore that. They wont let me…

2020 Pre-Xmas Closing Thoughts

I’m tired of the way things are. Tired of the rhetoric. Tired of the work. Tired of the holding pattern. Tired of the BS. And sometimes it feels like every moment I leave the house is a moment stanked up with bullshit. Home life was pretty annoying to this year. I sacrificed before 2020 and my reward was lockdowns and mask mandates. What a joke.

I try not to pay attention to the mainstream media too much, but I still hear from mainstream social media and big tech far more often than I should, so I know that common folk, I’m guessing the ones who aren’t concerned about how they’re going to pay their rent, or if they themselves will survive the so called pandemic, care an awful lot about cases: Who has covid-19, how many people have the virus, and what the death count can do for their chosen political cause. People are strangely obsessed with case numbers…

I, of course, don’t care about case numbers. I care about making money, exercising freedom and not being bothered. These are rare values these days. Unfortunately for me (and many others), my income has dropped, we have less freedom than ever and people are really fucking annoying. This hellish existence is encouraged by the sheep. The scared, know-it-all know-nothings who get their opinions from the almighty electric jew are all too happy to buy into bullshit. These people don’t think for themselves, they don’t think critically, they don’t think at all. The are programmed to accept programming, and they will attack when a dissenter dare to present an opposing thought to their lunacy. And it is lunacy…

Forget the supposed, ever-changing reasons for why we need to stay home, for why we need to cover our faces, for why we need to stay far away from each other, for why we all need to be vaccinated, etc. I spent the year driving around the DC/MD/VA region keeping an eye out for signs of a pandemic and I have yet to find any, even having stepped foot in more than a few hospitals and medical centers. I’ve seen many sparsely populated areas and I’ve seen plenty of crowded areas. But I haven’t seen many sick people. No one I know has died of anything related to Covid-19. People have lost their livelihoods over a pandemic that most people would not realize existed if it weren’t drilled into our heads, and I take serious issue with that. It’s basically the common cold, but the government are eager to use it as an excuse to destroy peoples well beings and rob them of their freedom.

Viruses that spread through the air from person to person are difficult to contain. That being the case, we are lucky Covid-19 is a virus the vast majority of people will recover from. If there was a significantly dangerous virus, we would be fucked, because the methods and practices that have been imposed on us DO. NOT. WORK. I know they don’t work, because people are still bitching about cases, even though I never see any sick people, and barely hear about anyone being sick, let alone dying. But let’s talk about the masks real quick: People are constantly fiddling with their mask; people wear improperly fitted masks; people reuse or over use their masks… All of these points defeat the purpose of the mask, because they allow the hypothetical virus to escape the mask and travel through the air. But most of the time, this isn’t a big deal, because most people you run into aren’t sick, and asymptomatic spread is unlikely, so these people are essentially wearing the mask for no reason. If the corona virus has such an awful effect, a potential spreader would likely not be milling about like normal.

Keeping your distance from sick people may help you prevent contracting the virus, but I imagine distancing yourself is less effective if you’re in a building, breathing in air through the same ventilation system as other people. I mean, sick building syndrome is a thing. In that case, open a damn window…

The vaccines won’t work. Aside from the fact that cold and flu viruses mutate quickly, I’ve been hearing that the vaccine literally won’t work. Or at least I believe that’s what I heard when they say people will still have to wear masks and practice social distancing, even after getting a vaccine (which I’m not getting.) Additionally, I’ve been hearing that a vaccine to be distributed will not make it so the vaccinated will be immune or unable to spread the virus, but will merely lessen the symptoms should a vaccinated individual get it. And for some reason, experts(?) think most people need to be vaccinated in order for the vaccine to be effective. There is a big push to have everyone vaccinated, even though most people will be just fine after getting covid-19 and it does not make logical sense when looking at the situation from a good-faith perspective. The leaders are evil. And they know a lot of us are dumb, so they will tell you to get a vaccine for a virus that will stick around and mutate just as the cold does and the companies that create vaccines will make a lot of money as more and more regular folks find themselves in dire straits.

I could go on and on about this bullshit, but I’ll try to wrap this up. People who support and/or enforce lockdowns are pieces of shit who need to hide under their beds and never leave their homes, as they have no issue with destroying current and future wealth of the country and the citizens within it. To go out in public and have a good time while happily letting others remain out of work becuase a super serious virus is on the loose is the most selfish and logically incongruent action ever… People who are afraid of the corona virus are weak, whether that be physically, mentally or both. We probably would be better off as a species without these people… Those among us who believe the government, the experts, the corporations, the establishment etc. are idiots. So idiotic, that to try to explain why and while supporting the assertion with facts and evidence would be a completely fruitless waste of time and effort. I’ve made similar attempts in the past and have concluded that most people do not want to have their views challenged and are unwilling to scrutinize their beliefs. They just want to bitch about Trump and pretend they’re living in the worst of times, and if they get their way, we just may enter the worst of times.

In closing, fuck the government, fuck the “experts,” fuck the authoritarians, fuck the sheep, fuck people who live with their heads in the sand, fuck the hysterical, fuck people with poor hygiene, fuck people whose actions don’t align with their words, fuck NPCs, fuck SJWs, fuck celebrities, fuck the media, fuck the censor happy big tech and any other piece of — fuck niggers and black lives matter — piece of shit I may have left out. Everyday it seems more likely violence is the only way to deal with what is wrong with society, because of this list of people.

Be Free.